Well, here I am in class I woke up at 6 this morning so tired! I am so not a morning person. Well I’m in my “transcription” class it just really gets annoying sometimes so I take a break from it for a couple minutes [ so I thought id blog =P ].
I haven’t been able to get on as much because school has been getting hectic and so a lot of time goes into it. I’m sure yall understand where I’m coming from. Besides school theres been a lot of drama family wise…I just get so sick of it cause I feel like damn is there ever a moment where everyone can “get along” or not have SOMETHING always go wrong.. Every family has their own problems but I wish it wasn’t always. Sheesh.
As for me and Mr. Yeah. Yeaaaaa about that…well ive decided to put myself away from him because..its only right. So now atleast he’s living his life and im living mines. There is no more “us” and I never would have guessed in a million years that I would be without him..or him without me. I guess I was kinda stuck on the idea of I got someone good and he loves me and he’ll do me right since he loves me..ha how many females think that and its actually true? Idk what made me think that I was so different and lucky to have something THAT good. Well enough of me rambling on about that. I’m learning to deal and move on. =) Ive met a couple guys but im keeping them as friends because I feel like its kinda too soon to move on. I will when im ready..some of my friends tell me I should just give another dude a chance and they say that if I do that maybe ill find someone that treats me how I should be treated but idk only time will tell huh? But for now my mind is focused on me and my life.
Current song: MC- I cant wait to hate you.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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