Well tonight im in my room, cold and just got my mind all out there thinking about so much! *smirks*.
Well earlier in my day i was sitting on my porch with my parents just talking and what not. So ive kinda got close to my neighbor and her 2 kids.[Kenya, Ziarh] I have to admit after only knowing her and her two beautiful kids for a couple of months ive really grown attached to them. The first picture is me kissing her =) she has that face on her cause my mom kept saying "my erica" she gets mad when people try to claim me..lol kids :]
Im not sure what it is but most of my life all i hear from people is how im really good with kids and id be a really good mother ; so on with those types of comments. Id just smile and say thanks. Everybody is right though..im not sure what it is but for some reason i have a way with kids and im sure id be a good mother to my own like all mothers should be.
So everymorning when Kenya wakes up she begs her mom to go out front to see if im up. So if im not outside sometimes shell run to my porch and try to open the door or shell yell EH-KA thinking i could here her. She is just so adorable and loving ; will be such a beautiful girl when she grows up =)
Well earlier in my day i was sitting on my porch with my parents just talking and what not. So ive kinda got close to my neighbor and her 2 kids.[Kenya, Ziarh] I have to admit after only knowing her and her two beautiful kids for a couple of months ive really grown attached to them. The first picture is me kissing her =) she has that face on her cause my mom kept saying "my erica" she gets mad when people try to claim me..lol kids :]
Im not sure what it is but most of my life all i hear from people is how im really good with kids and id be a really good mother ; so on with those types of comments. Id just smile and say thanks. Everybody is right though..im not sure what it is but for some reason i have a way with kids and im sure id be a good mother to my own like all mothers should be.
So everymorning when Kenya wakes up she begs her mom to go out front to see if im up. So if im not outside sometimes shell run to my porch and try to open the door or shell yell EH-KA thinking i could here her. She is just so adorable and loving ; will be such a beautiful girl when she grows up =)
I really want kids someday..but the thing is i just wanna have my life together meaning a good home and job. I also feel like i dont want kids unless its with the man im going to really be with..im not tryna have different babys fathers or have a kid with a guy but me and the father aren't together..I just want a family that of course would have ups and downs (like any family) and just be a really good mother to my kids; teach them right. Having kid[s] is just such a beautiful thing.
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